When Mr. Bee and I got our marriage license, I chose to keep my last name. I’ve always liked my last name even though it’s extremely common – 20% of all Koreans have the last name Kim! But it reflected my ethnic heritage, and anyone familiar with Korean culture knew that I was Korean simply by looking at my name. Sure most people think Kim is my first name, but I just roll with it because it’s easier than correcting them. If I took Mr. Bee’s last name, I would be going from a very Korean last name to an American last name, and I was afraid I’d lose a little bit of my identity. There were several other cons to changing my name:

– I love my last name and the way it sounds with my first name.
– I’ve always used my maiden name professionally.
– Mr. Bee didn’t want me to change it.
– Mr. Bee’s last name is often mispronounced.
– It’s just a big ol’ hassle to change it.
– Women don’t change their last names in Korean culture.
– Does it really matter in this day and age?

Surprisingly over 80% of women actually change their last names after getting married — a number that’s increased over the past couple of decades. The only pro I could think of to changing my last name was that I’d have the same family name as my children. But that was very important to me when we started trying to conceive, so that alone made me decide to change my name after over 2 years of marriage. Since I’d continue to use my maiden name personally and professionally, I didn’t think it would be that big of a deal to change my name on paper.

The process of changing my name was a grueling one because of my personal and business accounts, and one that I still haven’t completed years later. In fact I’ve left the country several times with a passport that still bears my maiden name! Now that I’ve had Mr. Bee’s last name for a couple of years and we have two kids, I can say that having the same family last name isn’t the big deal I once thought it was. I don’t feel like we’re any more of a family because we all have the same last name. And I thought teachers might be confused if I had a different name than Charlie or Olive, but I don’t think it really matters in this day and age, especially in our progressive neighborhood. In fact looking at the contact sheet from Charlie’s daycare, only 3 women including me (or 30%) have changed their last name.  I’ve been Mrs. Kim to everyone Charlie knows for 2 years, and it’s never been a problem or caused any confusion. If I had more time and it weren’t so much work, I’d change my name back in a heartbeat.

Did you change your last name so you’d have the same name as your kids? Do you have any regrets?