I’d been writing a post in my head on why I love being a mom of two so much. But then we had such a tough weekend, I was reminded just how difficult it is having 2 kids as opposed to 1! In a nutshell, Charlie was sick and up most of the night, he was overtired and super cranky all weekend, Olive was waking up every 1-2 hours at night and taking 20 minute naps, our nanny cancelled on Sunday (it was our anniversary), she couldn’t come in yesterday (her daughter was sick), and worst of all, Olive fell out of her stroller and landed flat on her back and hit her head while I was tending to Charlie and his naughtiness. I was already exhausted from going to bed at 1:30am and waking up with Charlie at 4:30am (he didn’t go to back to sleep until 1:30pm!), but then I couldn’t sleep later that night because I was watching Olive like a hawk to make sure she was ok!
Things were so easy when we just had one! I just didn’t know it at the time. I was able to focus all my time and attention on Charlie, but now my time and energy is divided between two kids. It got me to thinking about how things have changed with 2 kids!
1 child – We stuck to a schedule with Charlie and almost never deviated. We planned all our activities around his nap schedule, and he always napped in his crib.
2 children – Olive has a good schedule during the week when Charlie is in daycare, but during the weekends she is out and about according to Charlie’s schedule. That means she takes at least one nap in her stroller or carrier. We also take her to playdates and parties without any regard to her nap or bedtime schedule.
1 child – Charlie got his first cold immediately after I weaned when he was 9 months old.
2 children – Olive caught her first cold from Charlie before she was 3 months old, and has pretty much had cold after cold that Charlie has brought home from daycare since then. When one child is sick, that often means both children are sick!
1 child – Charlie has always been a good napper and usually naps 3 hours+. Knowing that we have a long break to look forward to makes the tough days much easier to power through. During Charlie’s naps I would usually work, blog, or just relax a little bit.
2 children – Olive invariably wakes up from a nap as soon as Charlie goes down for one, so now I have no break at all.
1 child – I researched the best toys to buy Charlie, and enrolled him in all kinds of fun music and gym classes.
2 children – I’ve long sold or given away most of Charlie’s toys because I figure Olive can just watch Charlie and doesn’t need as many toys.
1 child – I recorded all of Charlie’s poop, pee, naps, etc. until he was well over a year old.
2 children – Although we have a book for Olive, I never record anything.
1 child – I bought tons of baby cookbooks and prepared organic purees for Charlie.
2 children – Olive is starting solids soon and we’re going to try babyled weaning. I don’t have time to feed a picky toddler and a baby!
1 child – My mom bought Charlie a huge wardrobe and we have many clothes he outgrew before he even got a chance to wear them.
2 children – I bought a big bag of used baby clothes for $35 for Olive.
1 child – I had a pretty active social life when we just had Charlie because it was easy for one parent to stay home. I regularly had dinner with friends, went out to concerts, drank alcohol….
2 children – Now Mr. Bee and I usually divide and conquer, especially at bedtime. Since Olive is breastfed in the evenings (and still is not a fan of the bottle), it’s hard for me to be away from her for more than a couple of hours.
1 child – We took Charlie on a fun adventure every weekend.
2 children – We stay home most of the time. We have to pack so much gear for two kids, and just getting everyone dressed alone is a feat!
1 child – I had hours of quality time with Charlie every day before daycare in the morning, and after I picked him up in the evenings.
2 children – I have much less quantity and quality time with Charlie now since we often divide and conquer, and I always take Olive since I’m nursing. I really miss him! Meanwhile Olive also gets less quality time than Charlie ever did because she spends a lot of time in her bouncer when I’m cooking, cleaning, or tending to Charlie.
A lot of parents say that the transition from 0 to 1 child was the most difficult because your life changes in so many ways. But once you get used to the change, I think it’s pretty easy to hold onto a lot of your pre-baby life. I actually think the change from 1-2 kids is even bigger because you have so many more responsibilities and so much less time, and you have to divide and conquer rather than switching off and giving the other parent a break. We’d never contemplate having a third child, because then we’d be outnumbered!
We’re still easing into the transition as a family of four, and I know it’ll get easier with time. Things are pretty tough now but one day, maybe in a year and a half, Olive will old enough to be friends with Charlie. I think at that point, 2 will be easier than 1!
Do you think the change from 0-1 kids is more difficult, or the change from 1-2 kids?
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I agree that as you go up it changes things drastically. I adopted my first son than found out I was pregnant with twins. So in the span of 8.5 months I went from none to three it was definetly overwhelming. With my first if he was up all night I just napped when he napped. Then the twins came along and it was a huge change. There was always someone awake and no rest. My fourth child is now 4 months old and she is pretty much at the mercy of her brothers (who are 3, 2 and 2). It just takes a lot more planning and time to get anything done.
I think with one kid you are able to maintain a certain amount of your life. Like you said switching off with your spouse can give you time. But as your family grows that becomes increasingly difficult. Not that it’s a bad thing, it is just a huge change
GOLD / wonderful coffee bean / 18478 posts
I agree, once you get used to it, having one kid is pretty easy.
Hopefully one day soon you’ll find that two is easy, too, it has to happen at some point!
As for having 3 or more and being outnumbered – I give you all lots of credit!!
GOLD / wonderful grape / 20289 posts
Oh no, I got so excited in the beginning when you said it was easy to have 2! Doesn’t stop me from wanting another though. It’s pretty difficult for us with just one LO… but since it’s very worth it I know I will feel the same when we decide to have baby #2.
admin / watermelon / 14210 posts
@artbee: haha it’s not easy! and when both kids are healthy and sleeping well, it’s awesome! but the reality is they’re often sick or not sleeping well, so it can get pretty tiring. it is most definitely worth it though. i love them so much and know that this is the hardest time…. it’ll get better soon!
pomegranate / 3716 posts
Wow, this comparison was really eye-opening!!! Yikes…
coconut / 8234 posts
Wow. I always wanted 2. But being pregnant with my first has me rethinking this because 1) I don’t like being pregnant and 2) childcare is super expensive and now 3) this post!
I still don’t know how my mother raised 4 kids by herself.
cherry / 146 posts
interesting post. i know having twins will be super difficult, …. but now i’m wondering whether it’s easier to have twins versus a toddler + infant since the twins will be on the same sleep/feeding/school/social life schedule and they’ll always have an instant playmate?
cherry / 161 posts
This is a really interesting post to read, and I totally get what you’re saying. However, for me, having two seems to be easier than the adjustment from none to one. Perhaps it’s because we moved across the country when DS1 was just 8 weeks old and I had no support system, but transitioning to our first child was really, really tough.
With DS2, I kinda feel like I’m on autopilot. I feel quite in tune with DS2, and he’s been so easy to nurse and sleep-train, which is a starck contrast from DS1.
With that being said – having a toddler is crazy difficult! Here’s hoping that things get easier!
blogger / watermelon / 14218 posts
I’m terrified to go from 1 to 2!! I’ve already asked my mom to commit to six months with us (even though we will probably have her go home or to my grandma’s after 3 week chunks) because I just know it will be so difficult. RJ will be in daycare 5 days a week, but just thinking about dealing with mornings and evenings while working full time makes me so tired. And weekends– forget it!! I’m terrified!!!
At the same time, I am feeling more and more ready to settle down into a family-centric life. Life is so exhausting as it is, and we have a few commitments outside of the house that we could probably drop and probably will after #2 arrives. It will be nice to be able to go home every single night and go to bed early. I think life goes by fast now, but it will probably be light speed after #2 arrives.
hostess / wonderful honeydew / 32460 posts
I’m so scared to have another baby now!!!
cherry / 228 posts
ah so scary! I don’t know about #2 anymore…
persimmon / 1465 posts
Great post! Now I am scared for if we have #2! As scary as it will be, we will get through it and it will be all worth it…eventually!
cherry / 135 posts
Thank you so much for this post. I often wondered how the 1 to 2 transition was the hardest one. Guess I should enjoy this time of three before I get preggo again.
grapefruit / 4049 posts
Totally agree with you re: 1 -> 2 being tougher than 0 -> 1. I think with baby #1 it was definitely a shock how difficult things were, but by month 4 we were doing pretty fine and I brought my baby all over the city with me on errands, lunch dates, dinner dates, even fancy schmancy restaurants and she behaved soo well. I did well having one infant while DH worked long hours too! I was able to have a baby and still do things like I did pre-baby too.
NOW, my two keep me SO busy. I often feel like I am drowning and can never catch up with certain things. My life REALLY has changed this time around. It’s really VERY kid-centric… Who am I kidding? It TOTALLY is. I do love it, but of course it can be draining since I hardly get a break. there’s just much less downtime with two vs one.
The day before my older DD’s school bday party, I had to go to Michael’s for last minute DIY crafts and I had both DDs with me… The entire excursion took 4 hours because of feedings/lunch, potty breaks/diaper changes, mood swings, etc… When I was single that errand would’ve taken me an hour at most, and not more than 90 mins with just one child… but with the two on my own? 4 hours. A whole afternoon…
DD1 is 4 yo now and DD2 is 8 months… It’s getting better and better each month and I know it will just continue to get better. I just thank my lucky stars each night when they’re down and I have a little time to myself.
pea / 21 posts
Though two is definitely harder than one, I have to say that two was way easier than I was imagining it would be! Everyone’s experience is different, but for me, not having the panicky feeling of being a first-time mom took away a lot of the difficulty of adding the second. I wouldn’t be terrified if you’re only on your first. Two has its difficult moments, but I think it’s doable!
pomegranate / 3503 posts
It does get better with each passing day – slightly. I could deal with everything else except when they are both sick because any routine you have in place is out the window.
cherry / 207 posts
Divide and Conquer is definitely the mantra when there is more than one. My twins are still pretty much in the eat and sleep phase so that has helped. Having them on a routine is how we manage with 4 month old twins and a 33 month old toddler. We have weekdays and weekend routines. Even when the twins catch a cold, their feeding routine does not change. But if my toddler is sick then oh yeah, her regular routine changes but there is still a routine.
We do not go out period. The twins don’t feed well outside home and since they are preemies and it is still RSV season, we just stay home. I am extremely protective of my twins feeding schedule and will not deviate from it!
Melody is fine with staying home as we have our weekend routine! If there are outside activities, either one parent goes along and the other stays home with the twins or we get someone to stay with the twins (nanny or in-laws) while we both spend quality time with her. Understandably, she prefers to have both parents with her since that’s what she is used to. That said, I have explained to her that in order for both parents to be alone with her, it means that someone has to be home with her sisters and she gets it.
Melody was home sick for almost 2 weeks and since she is currently on team mummy (as petitemandoo will say) lately, I have been taking care of her from the time she wakes up till she goes to bed at night. DH or our part time nanny has to take care of the twins. I feel bad about neglecting the twins but I make up for it after my toddler goes to bed. It is massive juggling act and having routines helps maintains some semblance of sanity amidst chaos.
Things will change when the twins have more waking moments, we will figure out how to juggle all that when the time comes!
olive / 55 posts
hugs! sorry for the lousy weekend (especially olive boinking her head) — it sounds so much more stressful with 2. my son is almost 7 months now (and I’m a WAHM) and i took a long “maternity leave” in my head to focus on him… didn’t even hire a babysitter until he was 5 mo old. I can’t see that happening with #2, which makes me so sad…
blogger / pineapple / 12381 posts
Hmm… posted yesterday via iPhone, but I see it didn’t stick.
What I said was that I don’t have a ton of experience with 2 yet, but so far I totally agree with everything Bee said.
The other day someone told me that the reason this is so hard is that you go from playing zone defense to playing man to man. Then when you have 3, you go back to zone… (but in the wrong ratio!)
Many of my friends with 3 say that it is exponentially harder than 2. I think 2 is a really fun challenge right now. We were getting a little soft with a toddler who was getting easier by the day!
blogger / pomelo / 5400 posts
This makes me think about the perks of having an only for sure. Sigh. Especially because we’ve lucked out to have a little one with an easy disposition.
coffee bean / 30 posts
I may be of the minority here, but for me, going from 0 to 1 was harder than 1-2! I doubted myself completely as a mother and felt as if I was doing everything wrong with the first one. I never deviated from our schedule and figuring out the whole nursing definitely made it hard. I hadn’t gone out with friends for the first 11 months! Since none of our friends have children or were even close to getting married, not having anyone understand what you’re going through made it very tough!
With the second one, I feel like I know what to expect and know that one bad choice won’t lead to disaster, as I had thought with the first. Being busy with the older child helps with the loneliness I felt with the first.
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I think both transitions were difficult in their own way. 0 to 1 was harder than I thought it would be, and 1 to 2 was not as hard as I expected (because I was really expecting the absolute worst), but neither has been easy!
I nodded throughout this post, especially while reading your 1 child/2 children points, though. I think I can relate to every single one, and boy is it comforting to know I’m not the only one.
admin / watermelon / 14210 posts
@mamakwon: the first year with charlie was definitely hard. but i also had a lot of downtime! with two kids, i feel like i have no time for anything…. eating, showering, the basics!
of course there are lots of other factors that come into play like the age gap between your kids, the temperament of your kids, how involved your SO is, etc.
i’m writing a post on how awesome it is too so that i don’t scare away people from having 2 kids!
olive / 54 posts
Amen! I totally agree with you on the transition from 1 to 2 easier than from 0 to 1. It is awesome having these two little ones, but my toddler is sometimes out of control and is definitely jealous of his little sister. Definitely no social life right now while #2 is still less than 2 mos.
cherry / 170 posts
As #2 gets older (she’s 4 months now) and actually needs our attention, we’ve discovered how hard the transition is from 1-2…that said, I’ve heard that the transition from 1-2 is 1000 times harder than 2-3.
Also – I’m not sure if this happened to you…but I feel like when we had 1, our laundry load didn’t really change that much (just a couple of loads on the weekends)..now that there’s two (and one is potty training and one’s an infant) I feel like we do laundry every night!
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I think it was way harder to have just one then two. I had never been around children or babies when I had my first. WHOA! Talk about a steep learning curve, and when exhahsted too. However, as soon as I was sleeping again (when my daughter was five) we decided to try again. We had my son when my daughter was 2.5. Not easy, but at least I had a clue what I was doing. My son is now 3.5, and they are finally mostly friends (6 months ago the hated each other).
The hardest part for me was the fact the had completely different personalities. My daughter is one of the sensitive artistic ones, and my son is a destructive tornado on these little legs. Clash of personalities.
grape / 86 posts
I really really want a second one, mostly because I am ,myself, an only child and I want my son to have a sibling. In my experience, during childhood, being an only child is no problem, you have plenty of friends, normal social life, etc, etc… it is when you grow up and have no one to go through difficult times with you that is the hard part. Things like a parent being sick, or dying, or dealing with “crazy” parents… and, for me I had no one to help me when my son was born ….absolutely no one, other than my husband, who was unfortunately almost no help at all. No grandpas living and one grandma is too old, and the other lives too far. Also, in setting our living trust and trying to decide on a Guardian, I have no one on my side I can name….and I’m really not so hot about my hubby’s sister – but I have no other choice. I realize that having a sibling doesn’t guarantee that all those things will be prevented but I’m hopeful that it will help.
I am terrified at the thought of having two kids because I’m already overly overwhelmed and feel I don’t get enough help from my husband but when I look at my son I just really don’t want him to go through things alone. I have the greatest girlfriends a girl could hope for, but the reality is , they have their own families too, and friends can only do so much. It isn’t the same as having a brother or a sister. I keep telling myself that if I have two, I just have to get through the first year and then I’ll be ok – kind of …..
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I read an article recently that talked about how having no kids or one might seem like the best idea now, but that as you get older you will have wished you had two or more. I couldn’t find that one, but it stuck with me that I do really want a lot of visitors when we’re older, for example!
Here’s a blog article that I also liked: http://www.huffingtonpost.com/glennon-melton/dont-carpe-diem_b_1206346.html
It’s about how having kids can be really annoying sometimes, but time can also slow down and be so amazingly fun for a while too.
pea / 7 posts
I too have heard from friends that going from 1 to 2 kids is very challenging but I’ve also heard that going from 2 to 3 isn’t nearly as trying. I only have one child now but I’d like to have 3 kids in our family. Although it sounds challenging up front (I mean upfront as in years 1 – 18 lol) I think it will be so worth it when your children really are friends and the holidays or birthdays roll around. The long term benefits of giving your children siblings will totally make up for the exhaustion on the front end.
olive / 67 posts
Mr. Fix and I were on the fence about one (due tomorrow!) so I appreciate an honest post on how hard it is with two.
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@Mrs. Bee: Now that Olive is older and nap trained, does she still take naps in the stroller/carrier? Does she sleep ok when the weekend schedule is changed up on her? My 9 month old is crib dependent for naps and sleep, and eating solids takes so long that it’s impossible to go out if we want to keep her sleep times.
admin / watermelon / 14210 posts
@nope she doesn’t nap in the stroller. she will fall asleep if she’s really tired, but we can’t count on it. since she was nap trained at 8 months, she has taken every nap at home!
now that it’s winter, it doesn’t really matter that much since we’re home most of the time. but i’m going to try to have her nap in the stroller if we need to be out and about.
i feel your pain but charlie was able to nap in the stroller after nap training, and to this day falls asleep pretty easily in the stroller. have you given it a try recently?