This is a guest post by Mrs. Green Grass written when she was struggling with infertility in May 2012. She has since conceived via ivf and given birth to a son. You can follow her journey on her blog Baby-Making Merry-go-Round.
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I starred infertile because I don’t like the word. I think the word infertile is part of the reason that infertility still holds the stigma it does. How can I really call myself infertile when I’m spending so much time trying to have a baby? If I’m infertile, I might as well give up now. Fertility-challenged yes. Infertile…no.
Every group needs a nice simple term. And I guess this is the one we’re stuck with.
As many of you know all too well, one of the hardest parts of this process is that we’re not going through it in a bubble. A bubble would be nice. In my bubble, I wouldn’t compare myself and my life to other people. But I don’t live in a bubble and people are getting pregnant and having babies everywhere I turn.
All of this stress is multiplied during IVF. And it just so happens that I have learned of at least 6 blogger and internet friends and 2 real-life friends that are pregnant in the last week or two. Odds are, not everyone of us can get a BFP in the same month and that scares me.
But while I was struggling with infertility, I found a lot of support both in my real life and on the internet. I truly believe that most people want to offer support, but often don’t know how. Hopefully this post will help tell your infertile friend (me for example), that you are pregnant.
The following is a Facebook message I received from one of my good friends from college. The last time I saw her was a few months ago, and I told her about what was going on with me fertility-wise and the fact that I was about to try IVF.
Hey MGG,
I have some news, and I definitely wanted to tell you this personally (although is a Facebook message really that personal? – I don’t know) before I did a public announcement in the next day or so. The Mr. and I are pregnant, around 13-ish weeks along right now. I actually found out a week or so after I saw you and had no idea, or else I definitely would have said something to you then.
I really really want you to know that I don’t want you to feel like you have to respond to this right now, or in a week, or ever, if you don’t want to. Or, if you want to, I’m all for that too. Seriously – whatever you want. I’ve been following your blog pretty much daily, and although I haven’t said anything, I do want you to know that I am one of your faithful web (and real life) supporters.
Anyway, that is my news. I truly truly am hoping that you and Mr. GG. also get good news soon.
Of course I responded immediately because it was such a sweet message!
And I knew that I wanted to publish it because I think it’s a great model for others.
So if you need to tell your infertile friend that you’re pregnant:
- First, tell them. Right away (i.e. immediately if it’s your best friend or sister – someone you would typically tell the second you POAS – or after the first trimester if you’re not telling friends until then). Right before the public announcement is so much better. It takes the shock away.
- Second, be straightforward about what’s going on with you.
- Third, acknowledge that you know your friend is struggling and that you are supportive. Don’t skirt around the issue. Don’t make promises like “I know it will happen for you soon.” Just show support.
- And last, don’t disappear. It might be hard for me (i.e. infertile friend) to make the effort, so if you really do care – call every once in awhile. Ask questions about what’s going on with me and that will make it easy for me to ask about you. I think this one is really important.
Infertility is really hard. Many people are afraid to talk about it. So when they do, don’t be too afraid to offend to say anything at all…just offer your support. It means a lot.
blogger / pineapple / 12381 posts
Nice post with great instructive advice!
pear / 1998 posts
Thanks for this! I don’t have any friends – that I know of – that are struggling to have a baby, but this really helps me be more aware and prepared if that time comes.
wonderful clementine / 24134 posts
Great post! I did something for a friend that was struggling getting pregnant too. She shared with us that she was TTC. This is what I said:
Hi Friend,
I wanted to let you guys know that DH and I are
pregnant and due in August. I didn’t want to share anything when we had dinner because it was still really early and I know you are going through a lot right now. Hopefully you guys can get everything figured out and get a baby soon!
You know I’m still here for you if you ever need to talk.
blogger / wonderful cherry / 21628 posts
I would definitely feel bad if a friend didn’t want to tell me about her pregnancy because of my infertility. I want to celebrate with them!
GOLD / coconut / 8266 posts
I love how your friend wrote that message. It’s perfect – not too gushy and not too direct.
blogger / nectarine / 2687 posts
this is perfect! great post!
kiwi / 551 posts
I am a reader of MGG’s blog and her story really taught me to be mindful of how to share my news with a friend who was having difficulty getting pregnant. A group of my girlfriends were getting together for dinner and I was going to let them know I was pregnant, but a few days before, I called one of my friends, who had been open with all of us that she had several m/c, and told her separately that I was pregnant and wanted to tell our friends. I told her that I didn’t want to put her on the spot or surprise her. She was very happy for me and ended up bringing a special, handmade gift to the dinner that she brought out after I had told our friends. She told me that she really appreciated the thoughtfulness of my call and the heads up.
blogger / honeydew / 7081 posts
Love it. Very tactful – I know if someone took the time to tell me they were pregnant, I would feel a lot better than if I stumbled upon their Facebook announcement!
nectarine / 2134 posts
Thanks for sharing!
cherry / 132 posts
Thank you so much for this. I was just thinking about how I was going to tell a friend of mine who is struggling ,and who at one point I shared in the struggle with, that I am pregnant. I am going to see her this weekend and I know she is going to want to talk about the ups and downs of ttc with me. DH and I are not planning on telling anyone until our first doctors appointment at 12 weeks, but I feel like maybe I should tell her. I remember feeling really hurt when I had shared my IF struggles with a friend when the whole time I was sharing she was secretly pregnant. Any advice?
pomelo / 5628 posts
@suzumo – I’d tell her this weekend. I’m sure she’ll keep it private and will understand that nothing is for sure at this point. Just tell her at the beginning and get it out of the way! I’m sure she’ll be really happy for you.
@babybruins –
glad it helped. You know the author of the letter too.
nectarine / 2765 posts
Great advice! And what a great friend for her thoughtfulness. Thanks also for bringing awareness to the topic. Perhaps it will help others to be mindful & sensitive to their fertility challenged friends. When I found out our IVF was successful I told one friend in particular in advance in an email similar to the one above since I didn’t want her to be blindsided by the news. Part of me cringed writing it since I know firsthand (from years of IF) how difficult hearing a success can be. I also chose to share the news in an email on purpose (rather than in person) since I wasn’t sure how the news would be received & didn’t want to put her in the awkward position of conflicting emotions in person.
I hadn’t come accross your blog but am definitely going to check it out!
cantaloupe / 6923 posts
I love this! I hate being the last to know
pineapple / 12793 posts
Such a great post and a thoughtful friend.
cantaloupe / 6869 posts
Great advice and thank you for putting this out there. I’ve seen it done the wrong way once where my PG friend waited four days after announcing to others to tell another struggling friend and it really hurt.
I have one question though: Is an electronic message better than on the phone or in person? What’s the best medium in this situation?
pomelo / 5628 posts
@mrskoala – I think it depends on your individual relationship. The friend in the letter used FB (we live in different cities) and my BFF told me by phone. It would have been really weird if my bff had emailed me. I liked phone because I didn’t have to worry about how I looked when I was already concentrating on trying to show the right level of excitement. For anyone besides your BFF or sister, I think electronic is probably best.
pomegranate / 3225 posts
Thanks for sharing. I hope my former best friend reads this… Although I followed much of your advice in telling her my news, one miscarriage and one DD later and she still won’t speak to me.
coconut / 8305 posts
@Mrs Green Grass: Great post!
We had friends that we knew had been trying for a few years when we got pregnant & it immediately weighed on my heart that I needed to tell her BEFORE we announced it (we all went to church & served together). I said almost exactly what your friend did & she said she was so appreciative of it & was happy for us. Idk if she was upset later at home (I’m sure she probably was) but I was really glad to not just “drop it” on her when we announced it later at our Young Adults service.
I am glad to see I did it right because I was so anxious about it & fretted over it for a week! I just didn’t want to hurt her! I know this will be such a help to other soon to be mommas that find themselves in the same place!
grapefruit / 4703 posts
Great post! I think what your friend said was perfect.
hostess / wonderful watermelon / 39513 posts
Great post!!
papaya / 10473 posts
Great post! I will have to share it with a friend who is struggling with how/when to announce since we have a few friends facing IF struggles in our circle. Your friend’s message was perfect.
pea / 10 posts
This is great advice, as someone who has been on both ends of this message. Totally agree with the follow up advice of face to face with best friends and using electronic means with the rest…or using whichever means you usually communicate with. I stressed about telling my friend from the day I got my BFP, used a similar style of letter as your friend, and she replied immediately with congratulations and thanks.
guest
Thank you for this! When we found out we were pregnant, I sent emails to my two friends who I knew were struggling. One of them was so excited and supportive and the other one disappeared. I’ve tried to communicate with the one who disappeared by just texting her from time to time, not mentioning the baby but I hardly hear from her. It makes me do sad because she was in my wedding. but I know she’s hurting and I’m trying to not take it personally.
I think the email piece is important because it allows them to have an honest reaction without you watching which could be uncomfortable.
grapefruit / 4669 posts
What a sweet message! I’m glad you made this post; I will keep it in mind for the future.
GOLD / apricot / 341 posts
Great post! I should have thought about this more before we told friends of our first pregnancy. I hadn’t even really considered the possibility that several of them might be trying and struggling, but it was immediately clear when we told some of them that that was the case. It led to some rifts and we’ve actually drifted apart from one couple (they had been trying for 18 months at the time) even though they have since had 2 kids.
nectarine / 2936 posts
This is a great post that I think will help a lot of people. Thank you for sharing!
blogger / pomegranate / 3201 posts
Thank you for writing this! Great post.
blogger / eggplant / 11551 posts
Great post!! These types of posts definitely teach me a lot about how to be mindful of those who are struggling. Your friend’s message was so perfect.
guest
My dh and I have had 3 miscsrriages and have been battling infertility for 4 years now. We do have a wonderful daughter already but want another child too. On Friday, my neighbor/friend showed up at my door with a folded up piece of paper. I had no clue she was even going to the doctor because she had taken pregnancy tests religiously for the last several weeks and they were all negative. She said, “I wanted you to hear this from me, I’m pregnant! ” she spared no excitement and it was insanely awkward for me. I said I was happy for her because I was but inside I was crying. She for the ksst year did not care about my struggle with infertility treatments or my feelings but only about her miscarriage and her 11 months of not being able to get pregnant. We both have pcos, we both took the same meds, we were both on the same cycle (within 3 days of each other). It was insanely hard for her to be standing face to face with me and I had to pretend it didnt hurt. Its now monday and we hardly talk and I dont feel like I can be that friend to stick around. I would have rather gotten a text to allow myself time to respond after soaking up my tears.
guest
Thanks for this post – just applied this advice in telling my news to two friends who are in the midst of infertility. I was there myself, for a while, so I knew I needed to tread carefully – I’m feeling relief at telling them by e-mail (so they don’t have to react immediately), before the majority of our of other friends find out (we are just beginning to tell close friends), I kept it short and made a supportive comment acknowledging their own struggle. Sigh. Hopefully it will work out ok.