After Lou was born, I had the usual pains and bleeding associated with birth. However, my bleeding stopped before I even left the hospital. The midwife told me this was likely due to how I was letting her nurse around the clock, and that we were doing a great job at helping me heal up quickly. Unfortunately, this was not true.

When baby was a week old, I noticed that I was having some abdominal discomfort. Nothing severe, but just a nagging, deep feeling, almost like a cramp that doesn’t let up. After 24 hours, I called the nurse’s line for advice, but they suspected it was diastasis recti, since I had no other symptoms. I accepted this advice and tried to move around a little more, thinking I just needed to work through the pain.

The next day, the pain was more severe. I called the nurse’s line again, and received the same “weak stomach muscles” diagnosis. I really didn’t think they were right though. This seemed like something internal, not muscular. I insisted on an appointment and they fit me in that afternoon. When the midwife went to press on my belly, I yelped. I was sent to ultrasound, where they found my uterus filled with blood and tissue.

I had two choices at this point. I could take a few pills and experience labor like pain and contractions at home, to try and expel the leftover tissue. If that didn’t work, I would need to get a D&C. I would also be caring for a newborn during all of this. Or, I could just go for the D&C. I chose the latter. I felt better about being in a controlled hospital environment. By this point, I didn’t trust anything my midwife said and I really never wanted to see anyone from that practice again. I had a really traumatic birth due to them, and being told I had diastasis recti when really I could have hemorrhaged… that was it for me. I chose the D&C and we scheduled it for a few days away.

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The hardest part of this was leaving my tiny newborn baby for the 4 hours I would be gone for the surgery. This sounds a little extra, but I didn’t leave my oldest Ace with anyone until he was well over a year old. I didn’t even leave him home with my husband until he was 6 months old and I had a dental emergency… he wouldn’t take a bottle and he was such a high needs baby. So leaving Lou had me in tears. It was the middle of a bad flu season, so the hospital wouldn’t let my husband keep her in the waiting area. We dropped her and Ace off with my in-laws and headed to the hospital.

Since this was considered an “elective” procedure, I had to pay out of pocket for surgery, which was my entire deductible of $3000, as it was the first week of January and everything had just reset. We paid, got checked in, and I had to scrub down with those pre-surgical giant wipes. I got into bed and pumped, because by then I was used to nursing every 45 minutes or so. They gave me all the good drugs and the surgery itself was less than 25 minutes long. They found several pieces of placenta, including one large piece that was blocking the “exit,” which is why I had stopped bleeding before we even left the hospital after Lou’s birth.

After the trauma of my birth experience, and the trauma of the surgery, I was relieved to be home with my baby, but anxious thinking about what else could possibly go wrong. After the D&C I had a much more typical 3 weeks of bleeding, before I began to feel better, relax, and enjoy the time with Lou.

Did you have any birth complications that required help days or weeks later? I hadn’t realized the severe issues that can come with a retained placenta!