When I was about 16 weeks pregnant with baby S, in a fit of total frustration because nothing fit and I had absolutely nothing to wear, I boxed up all my non-maternity clothing, removed shelves in my tiny closet and stacked five big totes all on one side. I was left with a selection of clothes that fit. It made dressing my weird pregnant body so much easier.
When baby S was three months old and I was feeling rather good about the progress my body was making in its effort to “bounce back,” I dug through the five boxes, hoping to find some transitional pieces until everything fit. It was a dark day. Nothing fit. I couldn’t bring myself to sort through the clothes I didn’t like anymore, so I packed everything up and shoved the boxes back in my closet.
Now we’re days away from baby S’s six month birthday, I’m 10 pounds from where I started our whole TTC journey, and just a few pounds from where I was when I got pregnant with baby S. My clothes are thiiiiiiis close to fitting and I bought a pair of shorts last week in my pre-pregnancy size. It’s just a matter of lacing up my running shoes and I’ll be feeling good and in my old wardrobe in no time.
However, this time away from my wardrobe of way too much clothing and my time living with a little maternity wardrobe has taught me something: I don’t need a huge amount of clothing. I like seeing everything I have to choose to wear each day. I only want to keep what I love! So I’m undertaking the mommy body purge and getting rid of clothes I’ve been holding on to since college… a place I haven’t set foot in 13 years.
Purging is a lot harder than I thought. I had to psych myself up several times before I could really get down, dirty and totally ruthless. These are some of the criteria I’m using to decide what goes:
- Stained – whites don’t really stay white when they’ve been in storage for years
- Worn out or pilled – I hang dry all my clothes, so if something is pilled, it’s really worn out!
- Cut too short – I wear lower cut pants than I did 15 years ago and anything that shows mommy muffin has got to go
- Out of my style – I don’t have much that’s out of style, but there’s plenty that’s out of my style
- Doesn’t fit who I see when I envision how I look in my head – I don’t live at the beach anymore; I’m not a halter girl!
- Too many of one thing – How many “lounging around” t-shirts does one person need? Not that many
- I say, “I might wear that again someday” – Chances are I’ve said that too many times already
- Still has tags on it – If I didn’t wear it new, what are the chances I’ll wear it now
- Pants are too short – Why are they in my closet in the first place? Don’t know.
- I haven’t worn it since law school – For me this is a 5 year rule, which is more realistic than a 1 year rule
In one afternoon, I bagged up 1/3 of my clothing for Goodwill. I just kept repeating to myself a mantra I read on another blog recently: “the money isn’t lost when I donate it, it was lost when I purchased it.”
I took out a few items of clothing that are very close to fitting and left all the clothing that still doesn’t fit in boxes, which I labeled with their contents. I intend to go through it all again at the end of the summer and will be just as ruthless next time.
I also boxed up my maternity clothes, but before doing so, I took out anything that I didn’t wear or only wore once and bagged that up, along with all the infant formula samples we received and will be taking them to the local women’s shelter tomorrow morning.
What are your criteria for purging old clothes? Do you dress differently now that you’re a mom?
apricot / 275 posts
Good for you! I love doing this now. There was a point when I was so happy when my closet was stuffed to the brim…now, I can’t stand it!
Because we have small closets, I pack up winter clothes when I bring out the summer set. If I didn’t wear it that season, it’s GONE. I now love having a limited amount of things to wear. “A closet full of nothing to wear” was definitely my quote for a looong time.
hostess / wonderful honeydew / 32460 posts
Wow! I love going through clothes and donating things I know I’ll never wear
feels so good!
I dress the same post baby.
olive / 63 posts
Wow, this post makes me feel awful about myself.
blogger / nectarine / 2010 posts
@chicagowife: I’m so sorry
I was so excited to purge my closet of stuff that doesn’t fit well anymore. I certainly didn’t mean to hurt any feelings
GOLD / wonderful grape / 20289 posts
I love clothes purging!
I finally got rid of all of my too small clothes
I went through a phase due to meds where I was in a size 0-2, and I just had to accept that chances are very slim that I’ll be there ever again. I gave my clothes to my SIL because I wanted them to go to a good home. But now when I see her in them I’m jealous, and have to remind myself that they’re better off with her being worn then just sitting in my closet.
olive / 63 posts
It’s not really the clothes purging. It’s the celebratory “I’ve always been thin and I’m almost thin again” thing. Wish I could say the same. Sigh.
GOLD / wonderful apricot / 22646 posts
Great post! I did this post-college/hs clothing purge when DH and I bought our house. I did it as a celebration of not moving from apt to apt every year. And every six months or so I end up with a bag or two to donate…. I’ve kicked my keep everything just in case habit and I’m so happy for it!
blogger / wonderful cherry / 21616 posts
@chicagowife: it’s ok, at 3.5 mos post partum I still have 20 lbs to lose, and I wasn’t what many would say is thin before. I am tall tho so I can hide it well. I haven’t dared go through my boxes of pre-pregnancy clothes yet.
wonderful pear / 26210 posts
This is a year long project for me right now! I am trying everything on, including shoes! Stuff gets so dated looking, even if it’s in perfect condition, some stuff shouldn’t be worn again.
olive / 63 posts
@Coco bee — that is so nice, thanks. I just learned I’m pregnant again and I never lost the last 10 pounds from the first pregnancy. I’m thrilled for our new addition, but also discouraged about the weight. I think I’m just hormonal.
blogger / nectarine / 2010 posts
@chicagowife: I think that like a lot of women, maintaining my weight has been a constant battle of watching what I eat and exercising. Because of all the miscarriages I had to stop exercising completely when I was TTC and it’s been really hard to get back into it for a whole host of reasons. I’m just trying to stay positive and not get down on myself. I truly didn’t mean to hurt your feelings, I was just trying to be keep things upbeat and positive.
Congratulations on your pregnancy, I hope it’s an easy-peasy nausea-free one
blogger / wonderful cherry / 21628 posts
I love going through my clothes and finding things to donate. I do it at least once a year. I’m pretty ruthless with it.
blogger / apricot / 366 posts
Ugh, I have many, many dark days as I try on pre-pregnancy clothes. I was so happy with my wardrobe last summer and now I’m struggling with wondering what I’ll wear to work when I return in a month. I still have 14 pounds to lose but in general I feel like I’m walking around in a completely different body these days!
Good for you for purging so much…I’m terrrrible about doing that!
blogger / nectarine / 2010 posts
@Mrs. Hopscotch: I thank my lucky stars that I’m working from home these days. I had to wear maternity dress pant to a meeting last month. I was probably the most comfortable woman in the room though. Little secret – I didn’t pack then up with my maternity clothes. Shhh no one will know if I keep my jacket on, right?