Just when we thought we had Little Bug’s issues all figured out, we find out that he had a posterior tongue tie. I swear, every time I think we are in the clear and we should see some improvements, he takes a turn and we end up back at the doctor’s office.

About three weeks after Little Bug’s last appointment, he started to get worse again. I could tell that he was starting to be uncomfortable again and that he was struggling to eat. I decided to take him back to the doctor to see if his meds needed to be upped. We saw a different doctor than we usually do and she was very calm and spent a lot of time with us. She was a little concerned because he had started to drop off his growth chart. It was not a dire situation yet, but there was definite concern and in speaking with me about his symptoms, she decided to take a look at his tongue.

When he was two days old, he had a tongue tie clipped in the hospital. The doctor who did the clip and the lactation consultant assured me that it would improve our breastfeeding, which it didn’t, but I was too scared to say anything. Fast forward to now and Little Bug is really struggling with his eating, both on the breast and the bottle. This is directly related to the tongue tie. It turns out he likely has a posterior tongue tie and that means that his tongue is not as mobile as it should be. He can’t get a good latch and when he sucks, he loses suction frequently, which results in him gulping extra air. This is leading to tummy trouble and the reflux. I was immediately referred to a pediatric ENT and I have an appointment in two weeks.

I’ve struggled with this since the tentative diagnosis because I wasn’t sure if this was really what was going on. I decided to see another lactation consultant, who said that he had a good latch and seemed to be gaining weight appropriately. This made me question the diagnosis, so I emailed the ENT directly. This ENT is apparently the leading expert in posterior tongue tie, so I was surprised when he emailed me back promptly. He said, that in his experience, there is no such thing as an isolated anterior tongue tie and if a child has been clipped for a tie at some point, it is almost 100% likely that they also have a posterior tie.

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So we are back in the waiting game until we can get into the ENT. The good/bad part of this is that they do the consultation and procedure the same day, which means if he is confirmed with a posterior tie, he will have it lasered that same day. I am extremely anxious about this. I feel like he definitely needs it to be done as his ability to eat has been progressively getting worse and worse. But I am struggling with the fact that he will be in pain for about 24 to 48 hours afterwards. I am straight up terrified that he will revert to his 3 week old self and be a miserable little guy for another 6 weeks.

The procedure requires exercises afterwards that are kind of awful (for the parents, less so for the babies) and he and I will basically have to re-learn how to breastfeed. We have an appointment scheduled with a lactation consultant who is recommended by the ENT for the day after the procedure. We will also have to have some CST (Cranial Sacral Therapy) afterwards because his muscles in his neck and jaw have been being used incorrectly and will likely end up with extra tension after the procedure.

This is a big deal as far as his ability to eat goes. I am scared for the aftermath, but also excited because I want to breastfeed him as long as possible. Right now, he is still eating every hour and a half, including overnight, because he never gets full. The ENT compared his eating to trying to drink a glass of water without using your tongue. And let me tell you, that is impossible. No wonder he is constantly choking and getting frustrated when he is eating. I feel terrible for him and even though he is probably going to be kind of uncomfortable afterwards, his ability to eat will be greatly improved. I am probably more scared than I need to be, but I feel that mama bear need to protect him and this is one of those instances where I can’t protect him from the pain.