Ever since Jackson was about 18 months old, Mr. Garland and I get asked on a near-weekly basis when we plan to have another child.

Sometimes it’s from well-meaning friends and relatives who are genuinely curious. Other times, it’s from acquaintances and strangers who really have no business prodding into our personal decisions. No matter who it comes from, the questions can be annoying and exhausting – especially when our answers usually don’t line up with what people want to hear!

Making the decision of when to have a second child | Hellobee

Our (very happy) little family of three

Mr. Garland and I both agree that eventually we would like to have another child. When we talk about our future we often reference “the kids,” and we are both on the same page about wanting Jackson to have a sibling.

However, we’re also both on the same page about something else: we don’t want another kid yet.

Jackson is at an incredibly fun age – he’s growing and learning at a rapid pace, he seems to change every single day, and we never get tired of hearing what’s going to come out of his mouth next. We love spending time with our little family of three, and the thought of adding another child into the mix at this point isn’t exciting to us – it’s stressful. We can’t imagine finding room in our hearts and our lives for another child right now and, while I know everyone says it just happens and you just do it….we don’t want to rush it. Once we decide to have another child Jackson will never again be an only child. He’ll have way less access to our undivided attention, and life as we know it will never be the same. That’s a huge decision to make, and when we’re only two years into this whole parenting gig, we just aren’t sure if we want to rock the boat that much right now.

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In addition to that, daycare is pricey. I’m currently pursuing my options of being able to work from home, but it will be at least another year (if not more) before that becomes a reality, so that means that if we had another child we would end up paying more than our mortgage payment to daycare each and every month. That’s a lot of money to be losing out on! On top of that, leaving Jackson at daycare when he was merely seven weeks old nearly ripped me apart – I hated being away from him when he was that young and I can’t possibly fathom having to do that again.

So, for now, when people ask our answer is that we’re waiting until I can work from home before we talk about a second child. That answer is usually enough to satisfy people, and often leads us into a segway about how I’m working towards staying home, etc. – and suddenly our reproductive plans aren’t the topic of conversation anymore. But the truth of the matter is: we don’t know when we’ll want another. Maybe it will be next year, maybe it will be three more years. All we know is that right now we’re pretty satisfied with the way things are going and our family feels very complete. I’m sure someday that will change, but for now I don’t see us changing our minds anytime soon.

How did you decide that you were ready for a second? What do you tell people when they ask if you’re having more kids?