“Mommy needs a drink.”

“It’s wine o clock.”

At least where I look, mainly online but also something I’ve heard in everyday life, mommy drinking culture is pervasive. Wine and coffee are the getting-through-it arsenal of many moms everywhere.

And honestly, there’s very little wrong with this. The point of my post is not at all to judge moms who use alcohol as a healthy coping mechanism at the end of the day, moms who enjoy a cocktail on a night out or happy hour with friends or coworkers. I used to love fancy nights out with a cocktail, or ending a long day with a glass of Chardonnay.

But this post is about what happened when I had to stop drinking out of necessity, and to encourage moms who don’t drink for whatever reason.

As a person with multiple chronic illnesses, I have given up a number of things that could be aggravating them, including gluten, dairy, and alcohol. I also take a number of new medications that could have adverse reactions with alcohol. Giving up all three has been tough. I love pasta and cheese, and gluten free pasta has just not been the same! But giving up alcohol has been hard in its own way. Drinking was a ritual: I enjoyed having a fancy cocktail when we went out, and a glass of wine helped me unwind after a hard day.

I’m learning how to replace the ritual, for my health. I’ve learned that the main thing I liked about drinking was trying new flavors, so I have picked up a craft soda ritual. My Kroger has a wide selection, and I love buying individual bottles and trying them all. I especially have liked the interesting flavors from Kroger’s own Private Selection line.

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Other flavors include lime mint julep, blackberry jam cream soda and peach black pepper soda. I have thoroughly enjoyed all of them, and am hard-pressed to pick a favorite!

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I have also learned new coping mechanisms. I often instinctively went for a drink instead of really examining and working through my feelings. I’m trying different ways to calm down and relax now. I am reading more, writing more, journaling more. All of these help me calm down and relax in the way that having a drink used to. And I feel like I’m also forced to do deep breathing and calm myself down now. I was using alcohol to cover up a lot of overwhelmed feelings, especially post-work on hard days. Now I’m dealing with stress differently.

I do worry about people’s perception of me when I abstain from drinking. I have noticed some see you not drinking and assume you’re judging their drinking (or that you’re pregnant!). I’m definitely neither. This is just a choice I am making for my own personal health, and one that I think will be good in the long run.

Whether you enjoy a glass of wine or a glass of tea; something hard on the rocks or a fancy soda: simple pleasures and ways to relax and wind down are important, and we are in this together. As long as our coping mechanisms are moderate and healthy, then cheers, everyone!

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